What I Thought Was Poem by Gabina (Gabby) Gomez

I was believing his lies,
I was dealing with the pain,
I was hurting every moment for what i thought was mine.

To be something as a used tool,
To be dissed and treated poorly,
To be taken as a fool!
When I was not. But, for the love I gave was true,
I thought he'd lift me up,
When he always thought it was okay to let me go..
When I really did was fall.

I was believing lies that he loved me,
when he out done me
but, I out ran him for when i gave him the chance
to fix his wrong doings.
It was he who blew it as then it was his turn to fall.
In despair.