What If... Poem by Allison Pascual

I tried to lie, but hell, why deny
Those words may not rhyme
But these thoughts can decide

What if I cared, and you never knew
You cried and you tried, still I left you
You stood and you waited, but then I never returned
What if I'd change, would you still be the same

What if, what if
All those lies weren't mine
I didn't ask for your time, oh please don't desire
Things are too complicated, simple when I was 10
How I'd wish time would stop, oh my this sucks