What Is This...? Poem by Kaitlin S...

I lie awake at night thinking of you;
Dreaming of you in the late hours of night...
Thinking of all the times we've had,
But it never feels right.

I've always had a special spot in my heart...
Just for you.
But now there only seems to be a hole,
Which feels somewhat new.

It doesn't feel like a normal broken heart,
Something different...
It's not how i felt before,
How being loved was urgent.

Maybe it feels like i'm being betrayed,
Lik i can't believe this happened.
All this is killing me,
And frequently making my face dampened.

I don't want to be in constant pain,
I've decided i can't deal.
This almost feels like
It isn't real.

You've broke my heart,
And i sewed the wound shut.
I don't know what to do,
Now that it's opened up.

I don't love you anymore,
That's the thing.
I rememeber when i first fell for you
In the early days of spring.

Now i bid you goodnight,
My sweet and bitter memories.
I must rest my heart,
And be at ease.