What's Next? Poem by Crystal Hayes

Some people say just move on.
After the one you love breaks your heart,
Move on after he left you for his OWN problems.
What would you do if he doesn't want you to? ?
Tells you to wait for him, for he will be back...
But when, is the question he shall not answer.
What would you do if everything you knew
just simple turned to dusk right in front of your eyes
those words... 'I love her' shatter your heart
What's next? ? ?
Today is the worst day of my life...
I feel hurt, scared, angry, numb, i just wanna die! !
I don't want to move on...
my heart says don't, he will be back...
But my mind is saying what if he's not? ?
What will i do then?
I've already gone back to my old ways....
what's next? ? ? ?
I love him more then myself! !
what does someone do with that when he leaves? ?
He told me before all this..
If it were to end, i would be the one to do it...
Because he would not
boys lie sometimes ive learned that a long time ago..
Though he has never to me before so i saw no reason why he would now...
what's next? ? ? ?
Now, I told him i would wait.. And that, i am doing
though it hurts seeing you act like nothing is wrong.
I shall wait.
though it hurts seeing you laugh with other girls...
i shall wait...
even though is kills me knowing you love another....
I shall wait...
but i got one question for you....
what is next?