What Will Happen Poem by Lyric Hernandez teardrop

What will happen if I go back? Will I go insane cause I cant get the same support? It seems scary but I want it. I'm confused I dont know what to do. Its all spinning. I cant stop it, you cant stop it. Who can stop it? Let me know. Who can help ease this insanity. Cause I'm walking blindfolded with nobody at my side. Walking in circles, running into things. I'm going nowhere cause even if I go up I'm going to come back down soon. I just want to scream, I just want to cry. This frustration wont let me be.