What You'Ve Done Poem by Aislinn Armstrong

Minute by minute, day by day, how I wish you knew I felt this way,
I'm hurt, I'm broke, it feels like i am wearing an invisibility cloak,
I need you to guide and protect me, why can't you see, who I am, the real me,
hold me in your arms and never let me go, if only you knew how much I love you so,
I feel worthless being away from you, my cuts and scars...you did this to me,
because you have that power, you said you would protect me, so he couldn't hurt me or bruise me again, well you kept one part true, but you've hurt me so much, it's now worse cause i'm doing it to myself, how could you do this to me, knowing that he put me through, physically and now you're doing it mentally,
Why couldn't you prove my friends wrong?
Why couldn't you have proved my gut feeling; my instinct wrong?
Look where I am now, you've made me feel like a worthless cow,
someone show me the bright side 'cos all I feel is suicide;
and self harm, look at what i've done to my arm,
you're doing to me what she did to you, if only you could see..If only we could be...
I miss your touch...your feeling...so much that now I'm looking at bare walls and a bare white ceiling How could you do this? How could I miss your kiss and bliss; so much that I am where I am,
how is this fair?
I miss how you used to run your fingers through my hair,
now we're apart, it feels like im trying to breathe with no air.