When I Was Once Her Poem by Ranbir Das

Running around
here and where,
facing each fear
when paranoa hits the pump
she haunts me,
her warmth not felt ever
is when her cries circle me,
when I got addicted to the
nostalgic remains of her memories

Awful past calls me
her eyes all dark under
when she didnt agree
with my absence that numbed her
when I was once her

The pain when she cried
I could feel the
hollow underside
when we collide
I pushed her till she peaked
and denied,
with all her cries she lied
I heard the people
who ended up inside

I went all again
when I awaited
for the fluid white
All I could see was
red noisy fluid excite
all over her
when she faded
with the panic under,
when I got addicted to the
nostalgic remains of her memories.