When Things Got Bad Poem by Andrea Bencardino

i was always the one not to care,
the one to stand up for everyone else,
the one that never ran away...
i put life on the line for someone else everytime
i fought endlessly for years,
for people who were to scared for themselves..

I live 2 lifes,
my past & my present
the good & the evil
the night & the day

lately im getting sick of it
lately i just want to runaway
leave all these problems behind.
to be a coward, & a fake.
just like the rest of them.
but I cant bring myself to that low,
not again.

I will continue to be
your midless robot,
your guardian angel,
your shield from the world.

youll never know how much i wanted to run away......