Where Do We Stand? Poem by Andrea Bencardino

Everytime I close my eyes, I see your face
With your smile I melt away
Falling through the thoughts of an indecisive mind
I'm confused as to where we stand

Do you love me? am I dreaming?
When you say that you do
Do you mean just as friends?
Am i misunderstanding?

Love is too much of a strong word,
Are you sure your not using it in vain?
Only once before Have i said it to someone
& it was more than just a mistake.
If I told you exactly how I felt
I'm sure you'd Leave,
My feelings are too strong,
Im too attached,
And I'd hate to lose you Angel, you mean so much to me

I'm writing this with
No rhymes or rhythm or care
I dont seem to care
Because It's the only way
I can show you
The complications in my mind
You confuse me

Never Have I said that it was a bad thing
I always smile when you say 'I love you too'
Uncontrallably blush,
& lose myself in thought.
But honestly Angel, how do you mean it?
Do you really think there's something more?

I don't want to bring you down
I just want you to be happy,
I want whats best for you.
I want you to know that
yes I do love you...