When Too Much Isn'T Enough. Poem by jasmine margetson

she's running deeper into a hole..
and she's immune to the b.s.
so don't spare her pain.
give her truth.
thats all she ask for.
she can see through a thousand
walls thats painted black
and has broken through many chains
and several traps
all she wants is a chance.
not to prove her self
but for you to redeem your actions
to mold my mind from thinking about you from the past
but your say i'm being a victim
like pointing the finger is what i want to do
and your damn right it is.
i just wanna replicate the love that was given from you
but you both refuse.
is she disappointed yes.
but this is nothing new.
it did hurt more but she expected this if nothing at all.
and that must be the worst part for she.
not the rejection
but the thought fact she can believe that
a thought like that could actually be
and obviously is. but this discourages her not
no ones perfect.but she won't try again
this was her final attempt to make a mends
and she is content with the road they've chose
but she will cherish both their spirit in the piece that makes her whole
and all though she resents them both for giving her life
she won't take that away from them personally
plus that would take away a large part of karma that they deserve
she'll let the higher power so to speak
sit at the table contemplate over a drink
for her hands are thrown.flowing in the wind
no longer.shackled.and finally free of them
time to concentrate on her own indulgence of sin
instead of using them all on hurting her and him.