When... When Poem by Max Saysoff

When… When


I am lost without light
I am unseen in the dark
I am gone to all eyes
Unseen in the last night
Eyes blocked off
Voice unheard
I await death even though
I am at his gate with no fear
He asked y
I am beyond help ready for you
And like all the people before ever death
“It nothing to what for me for”
I see I see
With the hole in my chest
And the filling of nothing
I return to my life
With the biggest lie, hiding love
Man, talk about hard
It buts me in more pain
It puts me though death its self
When will I be happy?
When will I find happiness?
That will not lie
When will they see who I am?
When will I be able to whip this fake smile off my face?
… Aging