Where Did I Go Poem by Bambie Martucci

Dear God
I wonder if the little girl inside of me
Could find forgiveness
Should I
I don't think I can
He took my life He pushed me away
The sad part is
He has no idea
How his hatred affected me
I still don't understand
He use to love me
Or so I thought
And so he said
I was daddies little girl
But when she was born
I was tossed aside
Making me feel smaller than I was
Welcome to HELL
Yes it started at five
She was so small so pretty
Golden locks so beautiful
But he changed
Boy did he change
No Daddy please don't hurt me
I love you
You're my Daddy
But my daddy had his own baby now
Daddy forgot me
She was the most important person in his life
I'm under the table now
It was dark
I knew I did'nt do anything
Why did he stand in the dark
Their in his hand was the belt
I knew he was looking for me
But why
He was drunk you could smell it
He found me
I was under the kitchen table
Safe so I thought
He grabbed my hair
By the hair he pulled me and stood me up
Out in the open I stood
So scared
I felt the sting
On the back of my bare legs
Oh My God My Hell has begun
I awoke scared and confused
Why Daddy
Why