Where Does An Angel Go To Cry Over You? Poem by Firestar Christopoulos

Must my tears always be hidden away from you and the world?
Is my love just madness eating my heart and soul away?
Why must this angel of endless love for you always be bound too dream that will always be out of reach?
Must these heavenly blue eyes always be lost in emotionally rainstorm because you are not holding me or caressing my body?
Under the moon and shining stars, I glaze into heaven wishing I could get over you,
But
Never does the moon and stars telling me how?
Why must feel this desire for you?
Are you God’s creations to bring down to my knees?
All the ladies in the world want you,
But
You don’t want me,
But my fingertips and lips ache to explore your body of endless sin.
Everlasting words of love my tongue wish to speak to you, yet you seem lost within the darkness of forbidden horizon.
The reflection of light I refuse to see.
My heart and soul denies the reality of your truth.
Each time you are far from my reach, I lingering in darkness.
I stand beside the window looking out nothing, yet I can see you.
The only man I could ever truly give my heart and soul, but you.
You rather move about shadow and darkness than embrace me light and warmth that will always keep you rising from the bowels of doom.
Can you tell me, Theo?
Where does an angel go to cry over you?
Should I sojourn forever in the darkness of my hidden desire and love for you?
Majestic love you have brought to me is always about me in ways that keep me from falling away from you.
Thank you, Theo for being someone within my life I can worship and love.
Once I look down from the stars in heaven, I saw you.
I felt your heart desire for love.
I fell from the God’s paradise to dare to love you,
But
Now you don’t see me.
Now you have walked away from me.
My dear heart, please tell his heart, I love him.
I want nothing.
Need nothing from him,
But
His unbound desire and love upon my body of sin.
Can you tell me, Theo?
Where does an angel to cry over you?