Where I Belong Poem by Didith Marcelo

What is the use having everything?
I sleep, eat, having all the same routine.
I cried, laugh, smile.

I have fear, but I trust,
The only that makes me feel futile
is... When the time is running...
Every day I get used to it.
Every day, I am sick of this same routine.

I want to quit,
I don't belong here.
I need to go,
For a change, for good!
But I cannot.
I need to wait, I need to be patient.

Oh how lovely if death comes after me,
How lovely if I only knew when will be my last breath.
Oh how I care when is my end times,
Because that is the real rest.

I'm not suicidal, I just want to go home.
I want eternity, a life after death.
Because I believed death is the way to be born in eternity.

Oh how excited am I
to see a real treasure,
No, I'm not chasing for treasure,
I'm looking for real,
Real love, a sparkling moment,
A rays of glory,
Lightning everywhere,
Like a sun produces lights everywhere, everyday.
Smiling, and telling brighter thoughts.

Oh I want it, I dream about it.
I'm excited to go where I belong.