Wheres Are Love Poem by Kim Patterson

Why does this keep happening to us the unnecessary arguing were always going back to it
You and I are good for about a week then boom a bomb goes off and it can't be fixed

From my love to you I give you all I can and would give you the world you know it, if I could
Unappreciated I feel, I am no doubt, and at times I feel no love but baby I should

You get quiet and pretend acting un-phased like nothing even happened, its forgotten the very next day
Left still hurt and confused I am on how you do this to the one you love as you claim and say

Trying to make change in me thats good for all shun negativity but steady in my face it always is
Why you don't get the point its not about me or you so please wake up its about our innocent kids

Emotionally drained I am I just want and try to achieve great but this we do just holds me back
This stage in our relationship we should be beyond, but there's a lot of elements we still lack

I don't know what to do anymore, its getting old this song and dance which is pushing me futher away
I know what I want in life and I get a taste, but it quickly goes sour and I question if I should stay

Instead I stick it out in hopes that one day you will love me unconditionally, and tomorrow can be that day
So here's to hoping, but I've realized long ago that there is a slim to no chance that I'll get my way





(11/20/2010, poem dedicated to my fiance when we were not going strong, felt he wasn't doing all he could for me when I had a time of need, therefore I was feeling alone and serious thoughts of us being apart, which that scares me...)