Which Way? Poem by Rosemary Monahan

You said you don't want to spend time with me
With that, I just want to go away from here
So then you don't have to worry about seeing me
It is obvious to me where you don't want to be
But if I decide to go away
I won't be here if ever you need me someday
I know that if I happen to disappear
You will think that its over
and I will lose you forever
If I stay, I won't know if you will ever come back
If I go and you need someone
I don't know if you'll find me
I don't know what to do
Should I go or should I stay?

(1991)