My days are empty,
Nights are so long.
Everything brings you to mind,
Like your favorite song.
Clock keeps on moving,
As time flashes by.
Nine months today,
I still wonder why.
Memories haunt me,
In the dark of night.
Silenced, I reach for you,
Knowing it isn't right.
Tears barely fall,
Rage an apparent friend.
Regret follows guilt,
A heart, numbness defends.
Denial shadows thoughts,
Subconscious too shocked to realize.
Soul has yet to acknowledge,
Your very sudden demise.
Sickened, I'm emotionless,
A struggle to go on.
Lost in pointless wonderment,
Oh, I barely belong.
I yearn to hold you,
Feel the touch of your hand.
Question how we got here,
Almost impossible to understand.
Torn from my darkened reality,
I fight to hold on.
It's difficult to breathe,
Breathe while you're gone.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem