Reading your diary
Made my life scary
I always thought you lived happily
Without knowing what’s misery
But u kept it all in
Sharing it wasn’t a sin
You were my shoulder to lean
Was I never been?
If wishes could come true…
I wish….
I wish I could change it all
And not made that call
If it wasn’t for me
You would have been alive
But…
Now after reading your diary
Wonder where you would be
I always thought you played your guitar
For fun and you wanted to be a star
But I read in your diary another
It was a means of releasing your anger
I thought you were the greatest fan of rock
But what I read was a shook
You were the greatest fun of Mozart
And you loved it from your heart
One thing I regret
Not knowing you
Won’t give me a rest
Not knowing
Who you really were
But I will try to find out
If not all….
Just some part
June 28 2005
Hey Koni, who's that about? You know you wrote that on my birthday, Moyaxx
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
That's a real heart wrenching poem Koni, I hope it all turns out ok soon. From Rissa.