Who Am I? Poem by Dalia Abaza

Who am I? What do I want?
Why life seems so wrong?
Or is the wrong in me
And I just can't see

What is wrong about changing?
What is wrong about independence?
I see the world differently
I grew out of the shell I was living in

I changed drastically over the years
Didn't know I'll reach this street
I am lost I can't find my way back
Don't know if it is a dream or a fact

I don't fit any more
Don't feel it is my home
I need a new way of life
A way out of this strife

I need a relief, I need a break
Don't want to hurt anybody during this state
Didn't mean to push you away
But that's what I become, I can't change this way

Not the way I wanted things to end
But maybe that's the solution and what is best