Who Said? Poem by Sammje Peltier

Who said this would be be easy?
no one told me Solo was the only way
Who said i had to fight this war alone?
Last time i remember a soilder fights
with a king and a king fights with an army.
So who said that i have to walk this path alone.
who said i would last so long
who told you i was okay on my own
because i swear they lied
i cant do it
i tried but im living off sweet memories
everyday is getting harder
my tears slip out of my eye
and not a sound is heard
i fall apart and its like all
the pain and hurt inside just gets worst
i wish it would stop,
my heart starts to hurt and
than the tears start to form
and i dont wanna try anymore
everything i fought for in the past,
well you see. it just doesnt matter annymore
the funny thing is, no matter how loud
my cries for help is
i will never be heard.
my screams fell on deaf ears.
i know i act liike i can do it but i cant
i look okay and like everything is fine
but i try to tell you im not alright
and i keep trying
its sad to say that no matter what
no one is gonna stop for just anyone.
so it takes someone real special
to help heal a heart they didnt break