Why Poem by Habib Nesredin

i began asking since the day of my creation
without realizing thats its the same question
why is that i couldn't find to my love a home?
while i placed it in my heart as a golden dome
and honored titling with its name all my poems
why is that i couldn't find to my love a heart?
while my heart was by blood painting all the art
and draw a heart that tears my heart apart
why is that i couldn't find to my love a heaven?
while from above the inocence i was given
and made all who's around me happy 24/seven
why is that i couldn't find to my love a girl?
while i'm full of promices that i'll collect all the sea's pearls
and bulid a palace with it and trees in a design of curl
but why is that i couldn't find an answer?
while i'm asking the same question over and over
i guess i'll ask till she comes and answer it once and forever