Why? ? Poem by Cherish Bernstein

how can you be so different at times,
sometimes your likfe i love you im sorry,
and then other itmes you call mehurtful names,
my hear shatters when you call me hurtful names,
i was your little girl for life and you know that,
no matter what life does to our family we said we'll always stay family,
but you get mad and cant control yourself,
your abusing your family in every way,
you dont know how hurtful you are to us,
im not going home until you are gone.
and i will never call you dad again your name is hesus,
its sad it has to be that way but you made it have to be that way,
i have let you in my heart to many times,
just to let you shatter my heart again,
you come back and apolgize and say you love me,
its like a show you hurt me then you come back and say sorry,
but the show its twenty four seven,
my weakness is you,
you need to be gone for good,
im not going to get hurt by you anymore,
its my time to reject you,
you have destroyed my heart,
but not my soul and never will,
my love for you was great once a pon a time,
but now it is all gone,
you are my birth father but not my father!