Why? Poem by Aman Prakash

Dark night shrouded my dark life,
Pounding of my heart was all I could hear,
Shivering body was all alone in dark room,
The tussle between heart and mind was happening inside.
The questions was ending with why?

Why I am still here?
Why I couldn't get my love?
Why I couldn't achieve what I wanted?
Why there is grief in my mother eyes?
Why the society mocks at me?
Why I can't share what I want?
Why I regret at the end of the day?

Questions were piling up like the mountain in the barren land.
Seeking the answer from within and outside.
Not to quench the fire burning within.

Where to seek the answer?
Where to resolve the mystery?

Shall I believe or shall I determine?
Shall I start afresh or shall I create new road?
Shall I walk alone or shall I look out for company?

Why- is bothering me?
Is it bothering you too?