Why? ? ? ...Am I Feeling... Jealous Poem by Nathalie Ortiz

Is this jealously i feel for you devoted friend
Why is this girls writing hurting me
This situation i just cant comprehend
Am i just scared of everything i see

She writes you beautiful shrines of how she feels
And she comments the picture of your smile
I dont know is this all in my imagination or is this all for reals
Just please dont believe i am in denial

She says she wont comment on your caption
And I ask why the disrespect
Should I make my adaption
With this chick i dont know what to expect

She took my spot for now she is two
Where am i to stay
Is this jealousy because you say 'i love you'
Or is this just my imagination going grey

Someone help me cause i have no clue
Why do i feel this way
Am i still that special someone too you
Why do i care wasnt i the one who said 'friends' the other day

I contemplate on this situation and i ask why
Why does everything about this girl make me mad
Sometimes i feel that what we have just may die
I sure if that day ever come she forever more shall be glad

I have never felt jealously before
Not once not twice
Nor did i believe i could feel this way anymore
Only you can decide you have the power in the roll of my heart's dice.