Why Can'T I Be Happy? Poem by Kayla Solano

Why can't I be happy all the time?
It seems that when I reach the point of happiness
Something always to seem to being it down
I'm happy with my darling
But when it comes to everything else
My happiness just fades
I know some of it has to deal with Tyler
But the rest I don't know
Lately I just want to cry
It seems as though my life keeps falling
I wish my family will except
Instead of always turning their backs on me
Sometimes it feels as though I have no one to turn too
Even though Ryan is here
But I have a hard time expressing how I feel
Sometimes I just want it to end
So I can forget about everything
I just don't know what to do anymore!