Why Did I Let You Go Poem by Cierra D Harris

i rock my self asleep at night
to endure the pain i felt
i wished our luv would last 4eva
but i couldnt love by my self
i ride the cold dark nights at night
dreamin of a peaceful night
i wont sleep because of the thoughts
i have some dreadful nights
WHY?
why did i let you go
i should of hung on to your luv
it tore me apart inside thats true
and u were the only one i loved
i see yo face through mirrors
and i feel yo presents near
i look over my shoulders to see yo body
but memory is all thats there
i search for clues to play back on
but nothing seem to come
we were together 8 to 9 months
and you said i love you once
i now know why u had to leave
because the luv u had didnt show
i still blame my self for the absense of truth
'why did i let you go'