Why Did I Lose Poem by Allen gill

My heart was there my soul was pure
I showed so much love, passion and heart
I wanted It so I needed it class President was all i'd be
pushing myself striving for more i feel raped forever more
This pain is much this pain is sore I've been raped like the little girl
whose mother looks away there's nothing more to say I could've done
so much I could've been so great whats the point I'll just be late the good within me now bleeds with hatred I cant stand this I thought I was leading I thought I was ahead turns out I was behind I put my heart in this title i even had a wave i went out and bought a cellular wave reciever Idont care that i lost to a girl I really dont but now I'm blinded and truely sad I'll now be bad