Why Do I Care? Poem by shelby casababy

why do i care when you sit there and hurt me,
why do i fall for you when you just bet on me,
why do i listen to everything you say,
i don't want to listen to you anymore,
i don't want to care about you anymore,
i want to be free from you,
i lost myself to you can't you see,
i don't know who i am,
i don't know why i'm here,
you look at me as just another game,
you sat there and played with my heart like a little toy,
now that i'm gone who do you choose to use?
if i had a chance i would say one last thing to you,
i don't know why and i don't want to but i still am in love with you! ! !