Why Does This Have To Happen Poem by Happy Hippie Girl

I love you,
Can't you see that?
If you do,
You sure don't show it.
You say you love me.
Then why do you do what you do,
To me?
I understand your past....
I was there for part of it,
It hurt you horribly.
More like traumitized you.
I know, but that doesn't give you
The right to go out and play around
With other women.
It doesn't give you the right at all.
You of all people know what that feels like.
You caught your brother with your wife.
Now you do it to me just about everyday.
I wish you could understand how this makes me feel.
I feel like you don't need me,
you just have me here because I bore y0ur child.
I love our son I would do anything for him.
As I would do the same for you.
Please, I wish you would stop.
I want to cry everyday but I don't.
Why can't you show me that you love me?
I love you,
Can't you see that?