Why Life, Why? Poem by William Ramirez

Why life, why?

Why do you hate me?

Is it because I hate you?

Is it because I "dream"?

Is it because I cut?

I cut because of you, life.

I dream because of you too.

I like pain, life.

But not the pain you give me

I like physical pain, not emotional pain

This "God" gave me a bad life

And now I'm stuck with you

Yes, you gave me a few positive moments

But you gave me thrice times the negative.

I hate you life

I hate you! I hate you! I hate you, life!

I want you to end you, life.

Put you out of my misery.

I can't end you now, life

Because of my family

I love my family more then I hate you.

Life stop! just stop! Stop giving me grief!

stop giving me pain!

you wonder why I hate you.

I will end you when the time comes.

just wait.

wait until my family is taken from me.

I have doubts, life.

doubts that you will give me a better life.

I don't like you life