Why Me Poem by charity howard

Why me?
What did I do?
Whu do I have to hurt?
It's not fair.
I just want to see him again.
He always made me smile.
He always made me laugh.
He was always there.
I thought I was over it.
But now I need him so much.
I know I'll never see him again.
It's like a red hot knife going into my heart.
I had not even a year with him.
Now to go on like he was never there.
I'm scared.
Well when I say good-bye know that it means I love you and I'll miss you.