Why Should I Be Reminded? Poem by Jackie munson

why should i be reminded
reminded that im
ugly
useless
pathetic
stupid
unloved
worthless
and a mistake?
its already stained in my mind.
why should they bother?
do they want to see me break evan farther than ive already broken myself?
yeah, i smile,
but dont they see its fake?
do they see that i fool myself by thinking that everythings ok?
my life may seem to get better on the outside, but what about my heart, my mind my soul?
everything may seem ok with everyone else but what about me?