Wondering Poem by Angel Rose Romance

I can not help but to wonder,
if we are not all better off that way?
If I take my own life somehow,
and take all the pain away.
I really don`t believe it but at times it just comes to my thoughts.
I wonder if they even know all the pain they have caused me?
I know its all wrong and to make me its just a stupid mistake,
but then the others their lives they take.
I cant belive it got so bad.
Many words I bearly hold inside.
But I won`t give in to the lonley shodows of death! !