World Of Frustration Poem by Sadie Vanity

I sit in this world
with so much around me
thoughts of certain things invade my mind
with a heart filled to the top with darkness
and eyes full of pain and sorrow
i walk this earth invisable to others
no one see the real me
hiding inside a world of darkness
oblivious to signs of life
numb feelings toward objects and others
im sick of the problems
this world is so frustrating
i find myself wanting to die because of other reasons
the thought of wanting to be alive over powers the craving
to lay beneath the precious earth
so i await the day i am six feet under
But i love walking this earth never wanting it to end