World Of Insanity Poem by Barbara Vanier

Why is it so painful
Why does it hurt so much
Why does it feel this way
When one loves so much
Isn't love supposed to be happy
Isn't it full of glee
Then why is anguish
Always comming over me

I have lived a thousand years
Only found love two or three times
I'd rip my heart from my chest
If I had one, If I had one

Welcome to my world of insanity
Walk into my wall it's plain to see insanity
My mind is a hole of swirling confusion
Welcome to my world of insanity

I give my love to you
It's thrown into my face
I feel something choking me
Must be that blissful wedding cake
I'll smile for the camera
Smiling for the family
I think there is a flood coming
My tears are the death of me

I feel retribution building
Inside my hands and feet
Time to kick and dig now
Not time to sleep, No time to sleep

Welcome to my world of insanity
Walk into my wall it's plain to see insanity
My mind is a hole of swirling confusion
Welcome to my world
Welcome to my world
Welcome to my world of insanity