X The End X Poem by Lil Jam Jam

If the sun is shining bright, and blue is the sky,
why do i feel like im in the dark, why do i want to cry?

voices in my head; screaming out in pain,
driving me to the point where i slice across another vain.

my eyes filling with tears,
bringing up all my doubts and my fears.

your the only person who's face eases the pain threating to tear me apart,
the only person who keeps the beat in my heart.

every single breath is inspired by you,
i know it's not healthy, but what else can i do?

and here i am again, holding the rusted knife,
i can't keep leaning on you, i can't keep living this life.

i drag the knife across my throat, the BLOOD running down the blade,
forgive me for ending my life, and know my LOVE for you will never fade.