You Are No More Mine! Poem by Ashima Saini

I think I'm loosing him with the flow of time
And the things I'm choosing in are making me loose my mind
Once he was everything to me,
Who was with me in my pain and sorrow
But now he seems nothing to me,
Due to my reasons which are unfair and hollow
I foresee the time we said goodbye
He has been too good for me,
And that is the only reason I hate to see him cry
It's been days and months since we stopped talking,
But his thoughts and presence are still lingering
Recalling all those memories,
Bring tears to my eyes
It's better to see him there,
Where he can always smile
It's true I love him, I always do
But I can't hide away the truth which he barely knew
I am still abstracted and more confused
I think I'm distracted and still thinking
'What to do? '
Thinking and thinking all over again
I finally decided not to see him again
Without my reasons and explanations I said goodbye
And that's why I hate to say that,
'You are no more mine.'