You Are Not The Same Poem by jdnancy avila

Everything was goin great
we talked as always
i came home with a smile
i prayed to God that it will never end
and hopeing and sayin that you will
love me and i love you more
i was more confident everyday but
no something very strange happen
you wouldnt talk to me you have change
you wouldnt ask me common things youd ask
i said to myself what is goin on why wont you talk to me why
i came home from school and think about what is happenin
i even start cryin sayin what wont you talk to me tell me
while i yell to your picture
i ask God why why is this goin on
i called up my friend but there is no answer from her
and i look for you i say to myself to stop this but i cant but when
you see me your eyes say to me that im the worst thing that ever happen to you and i turn around back down
i want to yell at you what the hell is your problem but im afraid that you will ignore me as you did last time
i want to go on with my life but i cant cause you are there and i see you and i just feel that im goin to break down
days past and you havent spoke to me
and if i did something wrong im truely sorry forgive me
cause the pain is there
i hope someday that you will talk to me.
and im sorry that i havent spoke up.