You Are To Blame Poem by erin maher

It's hard to be
just friends with you
many sleepless nights
not sure what to do

Last night I dreamed
about you and me
you held me in your arms
that's the way it should be

We had so many plans
for weeks I would try
to do what ever it takes
but you only made me cry

I sat up real late
just thinking about you
I cried myself to sleep
and you didn't have a clue

We've had cute memories
a kiss here and there
I didn't know it was our last
I don't think you even care?

I wonder about you
when I go to sleep
as I lay down
and I quietly weep

I know you can easily
sleep late at night
even though we
are still in a fight

I'm all choked up
that you're okay
I don't know what to do
or even what to say

I seen you in the hall
you didn't stop or hug me
I started to cry
but you didn't see

You still don't know
the pain that I hide
the stress and the tears
I throw to the side

You waited so long
before you told me
you stole my heart
then set me free

You still have my love
you hold my desires
but you're surrounded by jerks
cheaters and liars

Will things ever change
or will they stay the same
as for my broken heart
you are to blame