You Can Only Wish Not Always Recieve! : / Poem by imafosterchild smith

I miss you so much!
I cry for u alot also!
When i hear your name my heart stops...and i just stare!
I wish i knew how it was to have you around
Growing up and always looking down!
Thought id have you in my life but i was wrong!
Wishing i knew what a dad was
I know how all these little 5 years old feels..because
Thats how long i havent had you in my life
You came around but never said more then 10 words....
That truely hurts
Wish i knew what a dad was: (