You Follow? Poem by I AM THAT MOUSE

heed my warning
no turning back

i lack
self control

i have no soul
to free

you agree
i heard

not a word
to my face

i chase
it with a shot

i got
hit hard

with no regard
to my own worth

the earth
still turns

while my stomach churns
don't follow

or swallow
anymore pills

the chills
have started

uncharted waters
navigate

and sedate me
don't berate me

i have no more to give
i will outlive

you all
crouched in this stahl

head to the throne
all alone

waiting for his hand
i planned

things early
surely

i didn't plan this
i just wanted a kiss

not a slap
i'll snap

if i don't get out
of this self-doubt

what am i rambling about
oh, it's all coming back

i lack
self-control

heed my warning...