You Left Me To Be Stronger. You Helped Me To Die Slower Poem by Crimson Haze

You tried to teach me,
but you only beat me.
You stopped him,
and you only screamed at me.
You showed me how to pull the trigger,
and now I'm alone.
You didn't help me,
you just sat there and watched him.
You thought that he was going to use me like the others,
but you took me from someone I love.

What you really taught me,
to fear the world.
Your way of stopping him,
was to blame someone else and made me feel like the dirty one.
You put that gun in my hands,
and the sound now haunts me.
You didn't even try to help,
but now you tell people you did to make me look like the liar.
For once you tried to protect me,
but you killed me.