You'Re What I Hold Onto... Poem by Dragon Fire

The pain that will never die,
the tears that I forever cry,
the anger that will not subside,
the emotions that no longer hide.

You’ll never know the loneliness I feel
You can’t see that wounds that will never heal

Thanks for showing me that you care
While I wait for my heart to tear

You will never understand why I want to die
Just look into my eyes and see the tears that I cry

All this hell and all this pain, is it all in vain?
I could grab that knife and end this life
Watch my blood fall
As the engulfing darkness calls

But I cant end it
As I take another hit
Add it to the endless sorrow
While I wait for another tomorrow
Just another day that goes by
While I live by all your lies

Will it ever go away?
While, by the knife, I lay

The darkness beckons
It won’t get better I reckon

Still I hold on
While its your warm embrace that I long
You’re the reason I fight
Every day and every night
I do this all for you
As I know you would to
You’re the light that guides my way
So in your warm embrace I forever lay …