You Try To Open My Eyes Poem by ashley roberts

you see all the things that i hide from and you see all that i once was
you know that if i smile i`m lieing i`m lieing to act like i`m full of love
you think that you could help me love again and learn how to get by
you can`t know deep down in me there`s a child wanting to scream and cry
you wonder if you can make me happy and i just sit and wonder why
i`m not used to being loved but that is how i have learnt to live and survive
i hope that one day i can forget my hurt that i despise and love again
so please stop trying because only i can open my eyes