i see you in my dreams it hurts.
i feel you in my sleep it scares me.
i love you through my tears, thaat fall on my shirt.
i speak to you in silence, you hear me.
tell me why you went away, left me in this cold, dark place.
show me weree i can see your face, help this bitter life find taste.
lead me to a place i can run. weree i can undo all thaats already done.
grant me a wish, make me a promise, i dont want a paper stack.
all i want, is for you to come back.
all i need is for you to say good bye, atleast give it an attempt, a try.
i need to hold you, one last time.
you never got to finish 09, i pour a drink, and for you i cry.
i envision you holding my hand, brightening, my once dimmed light.
and hold you for a minutee of one last night.
so i close my eyes and shed a tear,
your gone and ill forever lovee you,
you had no choice to leave, and its not fair,
happy new year.