Poet Unravelled

Sweet bliss and memories
Ethereal Land of no worries
Bright flowers and beautiful trees
Grinning breeze and your troubles cease.
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what am I?
flesh, bones and blood?
or Just a chemical machine well fed?
Perhaps just a Fleeting sense of life
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Drowning in a bottomless ocean
Torn asunder in an hurricane
Blazing in the scorching sun
But, still alive and sane
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Its total and absolute; No comparison can be done;
Its empty yet blissful; Its nothing and its none;

Once you find it, it engulfs your soul;
Its beauty unravels with time; its empty but its whole;
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Walls around me are bleeding in pain
As echoes of silence gets loud and profane.
Pangs of solitude have driven them insane.
They cry and they cry, but never complain.
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It's a terrible curse to be so self aware
It comes with a pain hard to bear.
You see your worst possible version
Which fills you with sense of perversion
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I dreamt of travelling across the universe
In quest of a blissful place.
I dreamt of that place where there is no remorse;
Nothing but, sweet silence and solace.
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I have lost all the will to rhyme.
Lost the measure of time.
I sit all day and think about you
And Wondering what to do.
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I want to break away from chains of sanity,
and the tedious routine tasks of vanity.
Where days are set to repeat mode
and every day, i take the same road.
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Too many stories, too many memories
Too many People and too many worries
I wish I could let my brain go numb
And to my fears, I never succumb.
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I woke up with feeling of being so lost at dawn
I couldn't find the reason and nights were gone.

Insomnia and confusion made me go insane.
All exciting things in life had got so mundane.
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Oh mighty pain, How can I thwart your pride?
Is there anything that makes you hide?
Please speak out loud, but not through tears.
I am pleading you and laying out all my fears.
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Insane, erratic and totally inane
Her eyes brimming with hidden pain
She laughs in an instant
Cries next minute like an infant
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With an innate desire to be amused,
And an urge to be confused,
I bequeath my sanity
imposed by humanity.
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I knew nothing
No myth, no fact
I knew nothing
No act, No tact
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Here is the abyss
There is nothing below to plow
You stand there and reminisce
Who pushed you and how
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When were you morphed into a cynical bug?
What drove you to be so utterly smug?
You claim your existence is filled with logic.
An all-knowing intellectual or merely an insecure cynic?
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Flying high above the skies
Soaring higher and higher
Clouds envy my smile
I am everything they desire
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