Pranesh Varan

Am I dead and empty?
Or am I just lost beyond repair?
I wish I could feel the same numbness again
The one that guided me through
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I like you, I love you
You despise me, I hate you
I weep, I scream
I shriek, I yell
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I wanna fade away
Into the dark
While I still have hope
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I was always a worthless
Piece of junk to you
You could use me
Whenever you wanted
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Life’s not always flowers and butterflies
Or neither is it thorns and needles
There’s always a choice to live by
and a sacrifice to make.
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guns can kill,
fire can burn,
wind can chill,
and love can stain
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Lonesome nights, deserted days
Makes me fragile, no! Worse, lifeless!
I miss the curve on my face
Will you teach me how to smile?
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You've made a fool of me

just like everyone else has
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I'm sick and tired of calling myself

lost, empty and hopeless
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To love someone may seem madness

to be be loved by someone is to feel
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I’ve never been
the most wonderful person
or neither do I possess any talent
I was never the most sought after by anyone
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I don’t know where
my fate is taking me
it certainly isn’t a happy place
and of that I’m sure
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The People you knew
Don’t care anymore
And the people who cared
don’t know you anymore
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Loneliness is a drug I’ve hated all my life
I wish I could say that out aloud
But even if I did
I’d still be lonely
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You are like poison in my head
Eating away chunks of my mind

You keep saying that I've lost my mind
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A lot of relationship only end in misery

Some does last a lifetime
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The Sun is down
And so are my memories.
The raging heart skips a beat
Every time I whisper your name.
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How many nights have I cried to you
How many times have I scolded you
For reasons you weren’t a part of!
How many words would I need
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Your lies don’t fool me anymore
your tears don’t wound me no more
You can even kill me
but you still won’t hurt me
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It’s a breaking of a new dawn
And a fall of a dire dusk
I’m full of hopes
And not afraid of change
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