Sometimes I feel it running through my veins.
It hurts me so much, I can't feel the pain.
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I hate to say how fast time flies.
I am left with no choice but to say goodbye.
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My Life Is Messed Up
Sometimes I feel it running through my veins.
It hurts me so much, I can't feel the pain.
It seems so wrong but feels so right.
I do it so much, it keeps me up all night.
My friends and family do not approve.
They want me in rehab but I just refuse.
They don't understand what I go through everyday.
It sucks to be me in any way.
I don't think it's time to stop just yet.
But maybe in the future I'll soon regret.
Regret the stories I've told
the body I've sold
the people I've hurt
the ones I've cursed
The things that make me who I am today.
Will hopefully be gone and lost away.