Not long ago my Heart and I underwent a holocaust.
So much misery never before seen.
All unheard of.
Broken inside; lost for life.
Nothing will help this time around.
It was the darkest night of my life.
A hellish pit I could not escape.
Falling through the cracks of my hollow heart
Deeper and deeper into the melancholy hole
Created by Them
I hate Them with all the guts inside!
I trusted Them; they waited for the perfect opportunity to push me over into insanity.
Will I ever forget and forgive?
Forgive I can. But forget?
How can I, if every morning when I stare into my dark eyes and see straight into
My soul, my heart, my center.
I’m lost for words everyday.
It’s all a mess. All a big mess.
Cries that cannot be silent.
Peace and Quiet were the request that went out.
A change on the horizon came about,
Only when complete surrendering took place;
That’s only when healing came in motion.
Complete forgiveness and silence come to life.
Forget? I don’t think it’s possible.
I know I won’t be able to forget.