the loneliness is entrapped itself around me
i feel nothing there is not a concern for any other soul
i have not lowered to my last resort of a sharp razor
i have feelings for an other but i do not follow
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night is pain
pain that shoots thru me
killing me from the inside
leaving me with regret
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O how I cry with the scars left on me
I need to stop now
its starting to scare me
my family is getting worried
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the shallowness of people
commonly known as man
has created a struggle
that has turned into an abyss
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As I cut
the pain goes away
as I sleep the night turn into day
as I wonder I find my place
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I know what is wrong
considered insane
but when you feel alone
it helps with the pain
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Saddened by the darkness
glum by the ending weekend
this is my life I created
this is the life I dread
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the sun is coming
the darkness has left
the drizzle is clearing
I wish you never left
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my baby my heart
you are my life
you are my start
the fresh beginning of the new day
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